Skip to main content


At some point in the last 4 months since starting ADHD meds the state I regard as normal has swapped over.

I’m currently in the post medicated state and I feel like some confused scared shadow of a person terrified of her own emotions which she doesn’t understand and bemused by the world.

This used to be who I was all the time.

That’s a lot to come to terms with.

in reply to Sarah Brown

I'm finding this a little confusing, sorry. You used to feel that way all the time, then you started the meds, but it hasn't helped?
in reply to Negative12DollarBill

@Negative12DollarBill The meds turn me into a competent adult for 12-14 hours a day.

They have helped more than I could have imagined possible.

I had not known that people could be like that (and it’s now becoming like THIS because I’m feeling it start to hit)

But I guess it’s like if one transitioned, but at the end of the day had to revert to what you were before. That reversion is tough.

in reply to Sarah Brown

Oh I get it now, thanks. Post-medicated as in, the part of each day when the meds wear off—not the part of your life after you started taking the meds.