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The UK Parliament could simply override their Supreme Court but they're all fucking transphobic cowards, too.

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Just letting a few self serving radicals tell us what they wanted hurt everyone.
I just saw a separated army major complaining about something when he began his career declaring himself a conservative and threatening to assassinate Obama for being anti trans.
Obama's main concern was what what is happening today and how to have progress while avoiding the weaponizing of the issue.
Remember the entire fox news television lineup declaring themselves trans?

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Hey ladies, more victories for you.....oh.

Oh well, at least Trans Women are being tormented for your pleasure, so.....

No surprise that us Queers are an afterthought, looks like we're going back into the shadows so we don't upset the Breeders with our 'depraved' existence.....

Remember, coming after 'misogyny' is complicated but last months Bathroom proclamation provided 'clarity'

theguardian.com/world/2025/may…

#Misogyny #Patriarchy #ScotPol #TerfIsland

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ADHD med titration continues apace. I’m sticking with 50mg Elvanse (lisdexamfetamine) and adding in 10mg Amfexa (dexamphetamine) as a booster to get me through the evening.


I honestly never dreamed my life would go in the direction of having to manage the duality of being a functional adult who can do adult things in the daytime and is sensible and all that stuff, and a chaos goblin by the evening.

The transition I saw coming from a long time before, if I’m being honest. But while neurodivergence was always obvious to anyone who met me, finally getting the actual answer and following it through to Planet Amphetamine and all that implies has blindsided me a bit.

These drugs are very very weird to be on.

But they may have saved my life.

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honestly I’ve found the best way to work is to divide the day up and build around high priority boring tasks in the morning, a mid afternoon exercise session (3:30-4:30 if I’m not walking the dog I’m sat at my desk being distracted and achieving nothing, so why not step away?) and then having a second push with more mellow/simple tasks 4:30-6ish.
The mix of mental and physical effort has to conform to the ebbs and flows of my brain juice.
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@Like a DIYer dad, only gayer I’m using the mornings for housework and yes, agreed on exercise. Need a bit of that. Executive function lasting into the afternoon helps me get stuff done with my business.

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If you ever think you're not great at tech, web design or use cases you're almost certainly still better than the person who built this
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The current page still has interesting choices. Why would it be important that the dead person was or was not an attorney?


The single weirdest thing for me about being on Elvanse for ADHD is getting to spend each day as a functioning human being with regulated emotions and executive function, but knowing that the clock is ticking and that when the timer runs down I am going to return to being a self-hating hyperactive messy vial of emotional nitroglycerin.

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"We're not going to fix the NHS but we are going to make it harder for Trans and Neurodivergent people to use it" - Labour

#NHS #TransRightsAreHumanRights #Ukpolitics #Ukpol #Ableism #labour

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Still seeing people criticising US lefties for not voting for Harris over Gaza. I regret their choice too but let me explain something...

There are some things that are so important to you that you can't vote for the lesser evil, because you see no difference between the choices on the issue. In that case you can't vote for the lesser evil. You just can't. You'd throw up.

I'm there right now with trans rights, for example. If I'm still in the country when the next GE happens, there's no fucking chance of me ever voting for Starmer, even to keep Farage out of number ten. I'd rather die than vote for him. And... things are bad for trans folk in the UK right now but they're nothing compared to what's been done to Gazans.

So save your ire and your "how could yous" for the politicians who funded, supported and supplied the weapons for a genocide and then expected the left - that section of society who tend to give a shit about people other than themselves - to vote for them anyway.

#uspol #ukpol

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in reply to Ghost of Hope 🏳️‍⚧️

From the bottom of my heart, thank you.

Let the world see what barbarism these frauds will allow in the name of orderly proceedings. The reason I got there a long time ago is because my own country has already violated me in ways so ghastly you cannot be explicit on any channel or show it in the most violent television show as "fiction". And this happened when a liberal was in charge.

They're not your friends. *They're not your friends.* They're not making it better for anyone but the already privileged and those too stupid to see how they treat anyone who has been determined to be an exception to the law.

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"But the law applies to everyone"

NO IT DOES NOT. It never, ever, ever, ever did!

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Asking me to vote in an election in this country is like asking me to pick which federal agency I want to take a run at my ass next. I spit on them. Good cop bad cop mind games don't impress me anymore, they haven't for a long time.
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cursed shit

Sensitive content

in reply to Ghost of Hope 🏳️‍⚧️

Well put. I think it's reasonable to argue those who stood up Harris for Gaza were plain undiplomatic, also considering the dire straits many vulnerable people are in today.

Still you can't say team anti-genocide blew Harris' election. That's on Harris. And imo even more on Biden who cursed her. He showered her in the blood of his own human rights failures and then wished her good luck with the race.



Oh god. I am feeling utterly SEEN by this. #ADHD m.youtube.com/watch?v=k-k2_Lio…
#adhd


Extreme sports, Iberian edition: about to take the lift.

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Having my first day off Elvanse.

Plan is all about self care. Avoid stressful stuff. If there is ANY hint of pushback against anything that needs doing, then I will make it a problem for future Sarah.



I feel like there’s a lot of reverse ableism with people telling me that the REAL problem with ADHD is that I am “traumatised” by a world that isn’t adapted to my needs and that were it not for this “trauma”, I would be able to function just fine.

If it’s trauma, why does a single pill that raises my dopamine levels switch it off like a light switch and turn me into an emotionally stable adult with executive function?

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I had a shower and thought more (as you do) and maybe it's just the usual problem of people projecting their own problems. Also medication only works for about 70% of people with ADHD and not everyone has the glorious epiphany you have (congrats tho!)

Also I wonder, like in my case, my DMN is rather strong and annoying... Combined with high empathy (confirmed medically kinda now due to the stupid ASD screening) it's a rather hard-mode life for me.


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This idea - found via @fj and @temptoetiam - to install solar panels between train tracks strikes me as ridiculous

Railway tracks are grimy. Things fall off trains, like melting snow mixed with grit in winter. You can't incline the panels. How are you going to keep the panels clean enough? Because you absolutely don’t want to stop the train traffic to do it

rts.ch/info/regions/neuchatel/…

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I only say „#Gleisschotterbettungsreinigungsmaschine“ - really curious to see how that machine works together with the solar panels.

wdrmaus.de/filme/sachgeschicht…

#wdr #diemaus #sendungmitdermaus

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Die Rückkehr der Streckenläufer, taugt auch als Horror-Titel


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@zoe
12 May I hear the response to my official complaint. We'll see if they can offer outside assessment or just fuck me over some more and claim i'm just "unhappy" with the suggestion of ASD/anxiety/whatever they wanna make up.


Am I just deluded in thinking that when I was a younger adult, journalists at least PRETENDED to hold politicians to account?
in reply to Christine Burns MBE 🏳️‍⚧️📚⧖

@christineburns Good question, I was wondering about that too. It was mostly the Telegraph who covered it, but they actually did a pretty good job, and I think things even changed as a result.

Yes, I think we can count it.


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One thing that beats me about the Supreme Court's shenanigans is this. The Equality Act is just fifteen years old. I still have my copy of the massive 'Discrimination Law Review' report that constitutes the policy starting point for every aspect of it. The people who drafted it are still alive. Many of those who voted for it are still in Parliament. The extensive debates and committee meetings are all in Hansard. The Bill Managers can be interviewed. So why did the SC resort to 'guessing'..
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@bwh @only_ohm
To quote para 7 of the judgement
"7. We also use the expression “biological sex” which is used widely, including in the judgments of the Court of Session, to describe the sex of a person at birth, and we use the expression “certificated sex” to describe the sex attained by the acquisition of a GRC."
So, sex assigned at birth and entered on (original) birth certificate. Which is administrative rather than actually biological.
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@Christine Burns MBE 🏳️‍⚧️📚⧖ Because when courts are deciding the meaning of a statute they look at the plain text enacted by Parliament. It’s only when that text is ambiguous that they attempt to look behind the veil at Hansard, Explanatory Notes, etc. Thw reluctance to do this comes because a minister’s or drafter’s statement on what they thought something meant may not be what any individual peer or MP meant; the intent of Parliament on something like a Bill is far too nebulous a thing to be judged on any basis other than its text.




One thing I did NOT expect from ADHD meds: much easier to put my contact lenses in.

I guess my eyes are no longer darting about all over the place.

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Cis or trans, if you have not yet written to your MP about the Supreme Court ruling please do so as soon as possible. Marches are one thing but MPs getting lots of emails from their constituents and having to answer awkward questions will have an even greater impact.
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mastodon - Link to source
Angela Glansbury 🚽
@goatsarah @rmblaber1956
for you sarah i will write to my garbage MP. although in echo of the above, she has never responded to any of my previous correspondence and in a mystery shopper exercise had the worst response rate of any mp in the liverpool city region (maria eagle).

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I truly do not believe this.

I just watched a video about somebody's parrot, or some similar birb. Said birb had been plucking it's feathers and the owner said it was a hormonal issue and the vet had given it Lupron.

Lupron is a puberty blocker. Parrots have more fucking rights than trans kids

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in reply to Ghost of Hope 🏳️‍⚧️

Possible, but IIUC plucking is usually a stress issue.

Still, the fact that it's easier to get for a parrot than a kid is quite something.



Elvanse LOWERING my BP

It’s supposedly at risk of doing the opposite.

How bloody stressed was I before?

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For about a year now every day after lunch when the second Medikinet dose kicks in, I get so sleepy that I have to sleep for 30min on our couch. Coping is stress and you get so used to it... 😩
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This is why my kid drinks coffee to help them sleep

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fucking lol if you think you can "eradicate autism" and still have computers

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Still not got a good answer to the question of how neurotypicals have fun.

Like, it has recently come to my attention that you lot get a dopamine reward for picking up your socks off the floor and putting them away. I have now experienced this and, wow! Yeah. Very cool! Neat trick you have there.

So why spend money on leisure activities when you can just pick shit up?

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@Kincaid Honestly it feels pretty good to me.

But I guess I’ve been on starvation rations for 51 years.

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@Kincaid Update: yeah. Ok. Fair enough.

The novelty of ANY hit at all was quite a thing at first. Now I appreciate your point.

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and the hit isn't for doing the laundry, it's for not having to do the laundry in the immediate future. The doing still sucks
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@Kincaid Laundry pile is smaller.

Look, I've seriously been STARVING my entire life. A biscuit is a banquet.

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The knack is learning how to *stop* doing tasks. I'm still learning, 3 years on Elvanse.


It’s really starting to hit me now. All those years I wasn’t lazy. I wasn’t deliberately obstructive. I wasn’t thoughtless. I wasn’t careless. I wasn’t a deliberate arsehole.

My neurology literally wouldn’t let me slow down, do stuff, talk quieter, not interrupt, not go from 0 to “temper tantrum” in 2 seconds, remember where I put the thing I was holding 1 second ago. Not want to end people for talking too slowly.

One pill fixes it all. One sodding pill.

51 years.

There’s more grieving to come here, I think. A lot more.

And no, everyone is NOT “a little bit ADHD”. You have no bloody idea.

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NEWS! Woman who believes vaccines cause autism also believes thing above her bed catches bad dreams newsthump.com/2025/04/18/woman…

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if it wasn’t so literally dead serious of a topic 😭😱😭😱😓


First few days on Elvanse and wow! This stuff is honestly astonishing.

If you’re seeing this on Bluesky it’s auto cross posted from fedi. Breaks might be in odd places.

It’s essentially created two versions of me. There is medicated me who is a competent adult and can Just Do Stuff and unmedicated me who is mot, and cannot (but who is fun and lovely and is the version writing this).

On the way up the transition between the two is smooth and continuous.

On the way down it is not. I can feel it starting to fade over above half and hour then it reaches some critical level and o spend 10-15 minutes just crashing.

And then I’m the person writing this again, but a bit dazed and bewildered.

I’m hoping this will get smoother. At the moment it leads to almost a discontinuity in personality, but only on the way down, where afterwards I simply cannot conceive of being the person I just was.

I think I need to get into the habit, before it wears off, of leaving myself something nice for just after the crash.

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Years ago, people would have described my aversion to small talk as "autistic". But this implies lacking the skills to make small talk. I avert it due to it requiring me to concentrate (on something that wastes time); it has nothing to do with an inability to schmooze, otherwise I would not have reached where I have in my nursing career. Understanding this, instead of lazily describing it as "autistic", has helped me gain a greater understanding of my life.

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You know the worst thing about today's ruling? It doesn't take into account the primal, overwhelming power of - and I'm going to use the old term - gender dysphoria.

Most cis folk haven't experienced it, though many cis queer peeps know what I mean from a different context. The compulsion to live free or die. I wouldn't be alive now if I hadn't transitioned.

The lucky ones transition before they get there but the rest of us hit a point in our lives where it's transition or die and that's not hyperbole. I always wanted to see a world where transition happened for all before that point, because I barely made it through. That hope is pretty much gone.

Call us mentally-ill if you like. I don't care. I live, or I don't. For the sake of preventing some vile people feeling a bit uncomfortable, you've put our lives in real danger, judges of the Supreme Court.

You're disgusting bigots and any remaining respect I once had for the law has gone. We're outlaws again.

Please boost this unless you don't give a shit.

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It disgusts me there are people who want to deny any comfort to a fellow human being.




I had radiotherapy from someone who turned out to be a TERF.

That still gives me shivers sometimes.


At work, in a hospital, treating a politician whose views I find odious, with a wire literally inside his heart. Thought for a second about how I could kill the prick and no-one would ever know, it would just be complications. Sometimes I still feel guilty that I didn't.

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Searching for hydrochloric acid on amazon.

It offers me sodium hypochlorite.

Fuck's actual sake

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I think you will find that shipping of HCl is problematic. I suggest you look for a local builder's supplier or DIY store (if there are any in your area).
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you can't even get the full strength stuff anymore. Unless you can find a shop still selling "professionals only" grade stuff. Bah!


Decaffeinated Yorkshire Tea is entirely satisfactory. This is a useful discovery.

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I chain drink decaff Twinnings Everyday, have deliveries of coffee beans from Decadent Decaff and for at the Hackspace keep decaf Nescafe Azure. That mostly keeps me ticking.

Not all the decaffs are equal. That took a few goes. Some brands put a bit more care into it than others. And if you're shopping at supermarkets, I've noticed you have to go to the larger ones to get access to more than one brand on the shelf.



Nice spring day here on TERF Island. Time to break out the hiking dress. Its pockets can fit two bottles of wine!


Filing under “fun realisations about ADHD”

We probably pretty much never make threads on r/AmITheAsshole

Because we already know.

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I think there are healthy and unhealthy sources of dopamine, varied in degree and with who you are.

Heroin is mostly-bad but part-good, Reddit is all-bad.



Just got a letter from local Lib Dem’s.

It was insipid as fuck

So I voted green

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I am voting Green more often. Hacked off with Labour, Hate everyone else.

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Morning musing

Seeing so many in the US thinking the courts or the Senate are going to save them from Trump. My view? It's too late, you're in a dictatorship.

How do dictatorships end?
1. Death of the dictator, natural or otherwise
2. Military coup/civil war
3. Popular uprising
4. War loss and occupation

1 - the best bet, I think. You've killed several Presidents, go get him. Failing that, he's getting old
2 - I think it's unlikely. The US military are accustomed to seeing the President as their commander. I could be wrong. Secession is impossible without the local military on board
3 - it's an option but it's going to need a lot more people and it needs to move to general strike and even revolution
4 - not gonna happen, it's the US

Anyway, the courts and the Senate are worth pursuing but they're delaying tactics at best. You're looking at one of the above for freedom and I think you need to plan for that. I know it's daunting but it is what it is.

#uspol

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in reply to Ghost of Hope 🏳️‍⚧️

The problem of option 1 is that Trump isn't the organ-grinder, and there's a replacement monkey standing by.

I think 3 is the most viable of the options, though there's also the long-shot possibility that internal divisions could cause the whole thing to implode.

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@KatS

I'm not sure. I think it would fall apart without him. He's not the brains of the outfit but he's the centre of it.

@Kat
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@fenixmaster

Doesn't matter to me. I'm not on dot social, I'm not in the US and I'm never going to the US.



About to start my Elvanse titration.

No alcohol or caffeine for 3 months.

Oof!

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I am surprised they didn't start you on Methylphenidate first, as Elvanse is usually a second-line treatment. Do let us know how you're getting on with it. I'm using far fewer energy drinks than pre-treatment so I think it's working.
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@Llwynog Everyone I’ve seen get diagnosed in the uk recently has been started on Elvanse

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Gilead is not a serious country and the people of the World can see it, if Washington cannot.

#China #Tariffs #US #Eggs

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@Natasha_Jay The world (and eventually the USA) will be a better place if Europe, China, and the rest of our trading partners just get on with creating a world economy that leaves the USA on the sidelines.

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Went out for dinner with Zoe’s parents. Shut down at the end as I tend to do.

Then had to walk back home through the city centre which was a riot of overstimulation and horrific. Just needed to get away so I walked really fast.

Every time I did this before I was like, “what the fuck is wrong with me? Why am I like this?” And I’d get angry with myself and that would often devolve into an argument.

But I now know exactly why I’m like this.

And it isn’t my fault.

And there was no argument.

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That sounds like the best thing of your recent diagnosis, learning to accept you are what you are. I’ve never thought WHY I am like who I am, just that I am. And yes I relate to the shutting down…


May I present the glory that is seat 2A on a Ryanair 737-8200.

They only charge like 30 euros for this.

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You know that if the door structure fails, that seat will be the one that goes flying, dont you?
Or do you?
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@@MyKomment While that Alaska Max had a door plug blow out, the 8200s don't have those, and that's the main door.

I think it's good. Safest place to be is right at the back but fuck that. I want my green chicken curry early.